vishuddha ॐ visions

I want to feel tired.

I want to feel sleepy.

I want to feel comfy.

I want that happy feeling of laying down and drifting off

I want to SLEEP. 

I never wish insomnia on anyone ever. Don’t ever take sleep for granted. What I would give to have a normal sleep pattern and to feel refreshed with a good nights rest. 

Goodnight to all my loves who are actually able to rest peacefully, sweetest dreams xx.

Like really, it is the most frusterating experience ever & I hope that none of you have to go through it.

I am literally battling with my mind & begging my body to rest. I am mentally exsausted & I literally try everything to try and make myself fall asleep. I am forced to sit alone swimming in my thoughts.. What do I do to deserve this torture! I work 8 hour days and then come home and can’t even relax.

So uncomfortable & frusterated…even my puppy can’t sleep. She keeps sighing and squirming and puts her head next to mine and stares at me. 

ok, rant is over. I hope everyone else has sweet dreams, I’ll be up contemplating my life. xx.